Yeah I hit the wall pretty hard. I’ve been in the gym more often than I was before so seeing that my abs were gone and my weight was higher than it has been since before I went on my first deployment was jarring. I feel like all the work I put into my physique was for nothing. I think I’m going to have to look at how much weight I lifted comparing the weeks. I might feel a little better. I’ve been told I have a skewed version of myself so it might not be as bad as I see it but I can only go off my view. Anywho this issue is nothing new honestly this reaction is probably the most healthy of my past reactions. So that’s a win, and I’ll take it. @Chris yeah I’m motivated a bit I just needed to wallow, get a new gym hat, and find a playlist that helps me sling those heavy weights!! 😜
@kenna thanks for the advice. I think I have a good idea of something’s that make me happy but I just have a problem with my own body and no matter what joy I have as soon as I pass by the mirror and don’t see what I find attractive everything else just goes out of the window. I have that “complacency gets you killed” mindset and me being out of shape is complacency.
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