Smollettri Günlüğü, 19 Oca 14

I am sorry I have not been on in a while. I have undergone such a hard loss it is tearing me apart inside. Last Tuesday, my dearly beloved mother passed away. It is still hard for me to say that. I miss her so much that it feels like my heart is being torn from my chest. I am starting a Weight Loss Program within the next week and, although I am so doing it for me and me only, I am doing it in her honor. Right before she died she put a comment on Facebook, telling me she was behind me one hundred percent. I need to live with that legacy. I am in a lot of physical and now emotional pain that even getting up in the morning does not seem worth it, but I gotta do it. I gotta do it for her and for myself. If any of you ever lost your mom, who was your best friend, you will know what I am talking about. God bless all moms out there, living or deceased.