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Well, It has been a rough couple of weeks. I had to take a break due to a knee injury and as soon as I was ready to get back at it I got sick, so I had to take ANOTHER week off. Now, I seem to be lacking the motivation to get started again. I know I need to get back to my routine and I make small steps to try to do that but something always comes up and I just don't exercise. I have been watching what I've been eating (somewhat) even though I hadn't logged anything and I have checked my weight sporadically and I have been maintaining ok. I was thinking this morning that I keep telling myself that I want to get this weight off to go into the AF Reserves. Why am I waiting???? I'm within weight standards now (though not by much). All I'm really worried about is passing the fitness test. The situps are no problem. My worries are the run time and pushups (no upper body strength). My arms have gotten stronger from doing Insanity workouts but I still can't do many pushups. I don't know where my run time is right now so I can't get a good idea on how long it will take me to make standards. I don't have time before or after work during the week to find a track and time myself on my run and on the weekends my husband and I are always going somewhere. If I keep pushing this off I'm scared that I will run out of time completely. AAAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! So frustrated with myself!
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