korene17 Günlüğü, 08 Kas 07

I feel really tired. I'm having problems with my relationship, my grandaunt died yesterday and the funeral is on sat. I feel like locking my self in my room away from everyone and ordering pizza hut meat lovers and buffalo wings. I would also like to get a great big ole sundae with caramel banana and peanuts and almonds. I also feel like I don't want to complain because my grandma is doing better in rehab and I am preparing to buy a house for next year. I have a job that I love that fits in with my life. I am looking really good and can start to see my body getting very noticeable definition. I guess that is what they mean that you can't have it all. It's so funny I never considered once that I gained all this weight because it is connected with my emotions. I always considered myself as not being an emotional eater, well guess I lied to myself. I am so glad I found all of you here, it helps me so much.