Naiomy Günlüğü, 05 Nis 12

144 oz of water today.. BOOOYAH!!!..

been a bit since i've assessed myself since this PMS bullshit has been monopolizing my life.. i'm still up quite a bit after the weekend of eating crappy food (not a ton, just crap).. however... based on the rate that i have been dropping... there is a small glimmer of hope that i will hit my low again by the weekend.. which YES, means i'll end up with a small cheat day gain i have to deal with, but hopefully since ima be a good girl this weekend the gain will be minimal and i'll have a drop next week.

Right now i'm up still 3.6.. which looks so much to me.. but if i can drop 1-2 lbs tomorrow, i still have one more weigh in on saturday am,... so i'm a fight for a good drop tonight

some might feel i'm expecting too much, however this is all weekend weight gain i'm talking about, i never expect a true loss that quickly... but if i gained like 5-8 lbs on a weekend, its not a true gain anyway... so damn it i should lose it that effing quickly!..

anywhoo.... hope to have decent news tomorrow so i have some glimmer of hope to be back at my low.

enjoy ur evening fs.