I have battled with my weight all my life. I am the heaviest now that I have ever been. I am visiting my father in south Africa in December after not seeing him for 11 years and really want to lose the weight by then so that I can wear shorts and feel comfortable in the heat without having to cover up. I love music and running, I luuuuuuuuv food and that is my problem. my goal is to become a consistent long distant runner with lean legs. I have always been a pear shape but since mid life have also developed a tummy and now am both and apple and a pear (bapple). looking for inspiration to keep me motivated please