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I mean I'm a little torn to what I should weigh in at... I've read "153" more then a couple of times on my home scale now but I had a rather naughty day yesterday with my calorie count and know I'm probably still sitting at "154"... so I'll keep it at "154" for now but don't be surprised if I weigh in again tomorrow... because I never got a chance to do my 15 mile work out over the weekend... only a 6 mile one... I know, LAME!... but I have every intention of going straight to the gym after work today and hitting those 15 miles... so I plan to weigh "153" again by tomorrow morning so I can re-weigh in at "153"... plus I'll be keeping my calorie count real low today, so that should help too...
I actually can't honestly say yesterday was the only naughty day with my calorie count this weekend... I basically failed all over the place... but I've been in a dark place and emotional and it makes me eat stupid things... I'm really going to try to get back on the ball starting today through to the rest of the week... I mean I'm not really feeling any better but I need to get a handle on myself before I screw everything up...
On the bright side of things Scott Pilgram V.S. the World was absolutely hularious!!! It was such a fun fun movie... I really want to see it again... Saturday Lunch with my dad was good... but the rest of Saturday basically really sucked... I took a pretty long nap in the middle of the day and then hit those 6 miles I did... I would've done more but I thought I was going over to hang out with Justin... but his plans ran late... so I did some Yoga... but I was uber depressed Saturday night and went super chaotic emo for the night... I was a wreck... it was ridiculous... I really need to be a stronger person...
Sunday was good though... I spent the day in Chandler with the boys... Justin and me watched Reaper ate some good food... I took another nap... oh how I love naps... we had a movie night at Mike's and watched Anger Management... and I mean you would have thought I'd pass out feeling better... but no, I'm a fail... can't seem to stop being ridiculous... I mean I pretend I'm alot more fine then I am when I'm not on here... but I don't want to have to hide how I'm feeling on here too... so there it is...
I hope everyone had a great weekend :)
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So sorry to hear your still feeling down =( *hugs* Hang in there, I hope you start feeling better soon ...
16 Ağu 10 üye tarafından: FitMrsPearson17
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It's good that you have some place to be honest. So much of our lives are made up of Facades of what we think others want us to be, or to act. For a lot of us that place is just a journal, or fake letters that we write but never send/burn. Here you can get some support or just at least a sympathetic ear with a soft shoulder. Emotions are funny things, don't know where they come from or why, but they are there and in my opinion you shouldn't fight them or make excuses for them. You feel the way you do and you have every right to. If you feel like crying, cry. If you feel like screaming, scream! (if you do it in the gym it makes it look like some uber-workout-machine!!) If you feel like laughing hysterically while running around in a too-too... Don't. Batman might show up thinking you're Harley Quinn. Or you could get arrested. Neither are good. But then again, Mr. Wayne is rich, hmm.... can anyone say sugar daddy? Wait where was I? Oh yeah. All joking aside. Don't beat yourself up for feeling sad, you're NOT a fail. You're a wonderful, beautiful young lady, a talented artist and a great friend. Plus you have cute toe rings.
16 Ağu 10 üye tarafından: Hungry Hippie
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I used to get like that too. Then I got married and wish I was able to be left alone occasionally. We as people are never perfectly happy with different circumstances. The only thing I know to tell you is it won't be like this forever and always look for the silver lining in things. I am sorry to hear that you can't seem to be able to get out of this funk and I hope the sun stats shining your way very soon.
16 Ağu 10 üye tarafından: iamachristianjesusfreak
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No worries Rae :] We all have these times we go thru. Are you getting alot of sunshine? Maybe you should take some vitamin D if you arent, it really REALLY helps with your mood and if your not getting enough it could play into why your not feeling so hot. Either way, This too shall pass :] Even if it seems like it wont. It will. :] <3
17 Ağu 10 üye tarafından: Shae206
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your in a funk too??? I just wrote about my funk in my journal... i think it's the "end of the summer blues"... UGH!!!
Your doing great though!!!!
17 Ağu 10 üye tarafından: amy1flite
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