SturgeonQueen Günlüğü, 07 Kas 10

Down again. BF is gone for the entire week. Got a new pilates workout set. Might try it but haven't been working out per-say lately... just being really active usually on most days. Now since I have to take care of the chickens and dog and cats and fish and sugar gliders (Admission to my zoo is only $5! :D ) I'm always busy with housework.

Maybe if I lose another pound or two I will change my goal weight to 130. I just don't really like looking at it in the way that I "have" to lose 2 more lbs or 3 lbs, but that I just "am" losing it. If I make it my goal then I feel like I "have" to, lol. Weird, I'm so weird.

On a more personal level, I probably won't ever do this, but I probably should talk to someone who focuses on personal image issues. I seriously don't see myself as any different, and even though I'm still losing on the scale and also below my goal weight - I still feel like... just as big as I did before. I am really disappointed when shirts that I haven't worn in a while look good on me - why? That should make sense right - I haven't worn them for a while because the last time I tried it on, it looked bad. Last time being "big me". But why does that bother me? I have like... seriously - enough clothes to last me at LEAST 6 months without doing laundry. I have two full closets, and they're PACKED. I mean I have CLOTHES. So, I have had clothes in MANY SIZES over my clothes hoarding time. I shouldn't be surprised that some things fit me now, or look good on me now. I just expect everything to be too big. I am excited when my clothes are too big, lol.

BF and I went on a shopping spree since he got paid on a big commission. I bought 4 pairs of jeans - ALL size 5. Different brands. Skinny jeans even! I HATE skinny jeans but I found a pair that I like and I can wear them! Also, bought sweaters - size SMALL! T-shirts still range between medium and small... there's no rhyme or reason for t-shirt size I've found. And the medium hoodie I bought from school for our fisheries department, is like... a giant hoodie dress on me. Ridiculous.
60,4 kg Bugüne kadar kayıp: 21,3 kg.    Geriye kalan: 0 kg.    Diyet Takibi: Oldukça İyi.

1394 kcal Yağ: 58,51g | Prot: 50,58g | Karb: 177,65g.   Kahvaltı: Coffee, Peach, Jimmy Deans Griddle Sticks. Öğle Yemeği: Raspberries, Pringles Baked Wheat Stix. Akşam Yemeği: Animal Crackers, Slim Fast Chocolate Nougat Gone Nuts, Corner Bistro Three Cheese & Ham Stufffed Melt with Creamy Tomato Bisque. Aperatifler/Diğer: Old Wisconsin Turkey Snack Bites, Hellmans Fat Free Mayo, Hard Boiled Egg, Fruit by the Foot Mini, Stuffed Cabbage, Creamy Supreme Sugar Free Chocolate Frosting. devamı için...
2939 kcal Egzersiz: Koşu (Tempolu ve Yavaş Koşu - 8/kph) - 4 dakika, Oturma - 7 saat, Ev İşi - 30 dakika, Alışveriş - 1 saat, Yürüme (Yavaş) - 3/kph - 30 dakika, BMR - 10 saat ve 36 dakika, Taşıt Sürüş - 45 dakika, Masa Çalışmaları - 3 saat ve 35 dakika. devamı için...
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Aw... SQ... I kind of wish you WOULD see someone on body image, because you definitely don't want this to turn into some eating disorder or something. You are GORGEOUS. Of course, a hundred people can tell you that, but until you see it yourself, it falls on deaf ears. Size 5? And no loose, baggy skin?? You have to see that you look good, no? And skinny jeans? I'll bet you look amazing in them and I wish you could see yourself as others see you.  
08 Kas 10 üye tarafından: redwinelover

     
 

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