whollybologna Günlüğü, 30 Eki 08

does anyone know where I can buy thumbtacks to stick to my pants so that when I sit down I get right back up again? *sigh* I haven't weighed myself since monday (as per my challenge) but I don't seem to be doing very much good outside of that anyway. and with going trick or treating tomorrow; I'm definately wearing my pedometer.

my sister told me today that she's at 20 which is 5 lbs less than my lowest on here, and that she was proud of me, because at least I was trying. the sad thing is, I'm not really. I feel like such a failure because I keep getting close to that goal, I keep getting a taste of what it could be like to be on the lower side of 225, but nothing seems to take me lower!

I'm not getting off my butt, I'm eating way too much. I'm not writing down what I need nor drinking the water I should have. I know all the tricks I'm just too damn lazy!! to hell with new years

this is my Halloween resolution; (never done this before, give me some credit here) I'm going to get under 225 by christmas, and by new years be under 220. hopefully I can pull this off.

I hate the way I look, I hate the way I feel, and I hate being Fat! I've had it! this is it! it's done!
*sigh*
I want candy corn
~Ruthi