I am 44 and over 60 lbs overweight. I have 2 children 19 and 20.
I am a substitute teacher. I live in North Carolina. I lived in Colorado Springs for 21 years. I live in the country where there are no gyms. I use to be fit and cute. Now I am fat and ugly. I have really let myself goooooo. I miss my friend in Colorado. I was in the Air Force. My husband has been encouraging to me but I just hate the way I look. It keeps me away from functions where I could possibly make friends. The WW meeting in this little town is nice but I keep paying and never losing weight. That is my fault. I am not blaming no one but myself. I know this sounds so shallow. I am letting my weight cloud my judgement.
I do love children so much. I would like to find a postion that I could work with handicapped children. I feel my weight is stopping me from getting a great job. I interview but do not get the job.