As promised... iiiitttsssss PICTURE TIME!
Okay, I should probably be posting before/after body shots, but I think I will hold off on those until I am
100% comfortable with my body. I am still very much a work-in-progress.
Plus, i need someone to take a full body picture of me, and my usual camera man was not available today. lol
I guess these pictures will do. This is the oldest picture I can find of me. I remember weighing 283 in September 2006, and between then and spring of 07, I'd lost about 20 pounds.
As I said in my earlier journal, I have come a long way, and I think this will give me a more real perspective on the issue.
I'm a very visual person haha
So, ladies, and the occasional gent that may be reading my journals....
This is a picture of me in may of 2007. I was 18.
It was very, VERY hot that day, so my hair is less than perfect, and it was black and brown for prom. I was wearing chunky facial jewelry- ewe! lol I am glad I have grown up, even just a little.
(roughly 260)
And this is me, today, april 8th 2009. Almost two years later. Complete with red hair!
(roughly 160? Okay, okay... just one pound to go!)
When I look in the mirror, i still see myself as the 283 pound version. But, I know she's not here anymore. Somehow I need to let my subconscious know that.